♥史史♥

his name is 史史～
It's a present from my xua zhang~
Tq~
love it~

♥GraDuAte♥

Yuppy, i HAVE finished my secondary studies. It's a wonderful and fantastic day for me. Although i Have met some unhappiness. Anyway, I'm still glad that i GRADUATE. 

I have no longer have the chance to meet with those 'friends'...
I learnt lots from this 5 years.
I 'm happy and wishful with my new life...

Enjoy my last few days of 17th ...

3rd January, going to attend PLKN(national service)
Hope i learn n enjoy there.....

♥笨蛋♥

曾经有一个人，他告诉我，当一个人说你是笨蛋的时候，你应该懂那是什么意思吧。。。
其实，我那时不懂。。。

当那天来到时，我懂了。。。

爱，是无法从你口中说出来。。。

你的方式是。。。

凶凶的。。。

坏坏的。。。

你心里没有 聪明 的我。。。

只有 笨蛋 ～ 傻瓜～ 猪～ 。。。

有时会被你弄得哭笑不得。。。

有时会被你弄得痛苦流泪。。。

有时会被你弄得心痛难忍。。。

但。。。

我知道。。。

那是你疼我的方式。。。

已经好久好久。。。

没有人像你那样的疼我了。。。

虽然曾承受好多好多的痛苦，眼泪，伤痕。。。

有你。。。

我就满足了。。。

life

 Life

wat's does it mean?
 it mean freedom?
happiness?
sadness?
miss?
or even care?

my life, i hope  is a life with freedom n love.
hope it so much....

Canteen 's Day

Yesterday was my school holiday.I was in charge in Chinese society.Well, I felt we aim on wrong item. The Lollipops that we aim to earn, didn't success. as nobody wan to buy.Lucky i managed to sold out 1 box. N the sweet game also was a wrong decision. it couldn't attract much people to play it. At last, we still managed to sell out with game going on the whole event. A great thanks for my best friends, Asson n Seow Leng. they 2 did company me go round the school. Beside that, they are other game carry on too. The stall decoration quite nice n attractive. the members worked out responsibly. Thanks all! we are the best team-mate!

I get 2 present from Zhang n Aun~

from Aun~i love it~ don't know what purpose or him to give me this gift~
anyway~thx~

I love Lollipop~thx Zhang n Aun~

~Fierce LOOK~

Gd Opening Day~

This Sunday, i had enter program at Hua Lian High School. I found that I was quick lucky to study at my own school, as it's near my house. On the way to the school, my parent stopped at Taman Tasik as it's still early to arrive there. While sitting in the car, i saw a happy small family on their way back. The mother and the baby were sitting at the rear seats, while the father drove. They looked happy. It warmed up my heart.

HolidYz...

Dis holiday so short....2 weeks... totally not enough for me......if can, sch, pls u get burnt, den v dont need go sch for 1 month.... dis call enough....hahax.....

FIRST AID...

today is my first time having first aid at other school. a primary school. at first i'm not willing to go, soon, i agree with it as when i saw the children face, i think back my childhood. they are cute . there are 5 of us. the 3 malay boys quite gentle though. miao ru is another patner. by this chance , i just get to know that she stay near my house. wow.... after the event, we all get a present, is a towel, but it full of respect and honour. thx...

My adoPtEd sOn

cute ba??? my twin sons...haha...love them much....
muackzzxx...

3 letter....that make me cry~~

this 3, make me cry. especially the top 1, inside the pic, lots of memory ....

u 3 ppl really stand at important place in my heart..

My Birthday ....

3th of April, my friends celebrate my birthday at Sushi King. I never thaught they will celebrate with me. Thanks friends. Although this is my last year with you all, but i hope we still keep in touch. You guys really give me a very very very happy night.

After order food, I chat with someone, they go to chat with jing soon didi them. Suddenly they bring out a cake, before that I already know u guys bought me a cake, but i never thaught you guys dare to sing 2 birthday song ( chinese and english version) for me . Haha... During that time, my heart get touch. When i making wishes, someone did something make me shy.

My 1st wish is i wish the world will be peace and harmony
my 2nd wish is i wish my BEST FRIENDS ( zhi hui, hanny, peixin, peiteng, seow leng, rex, mandy, check nam, jing soon, sook woon, seong fu, lee ping, daphne, zhi seng, xiao yan , asson, and other) will happy and no worry everyday.

A present From Him....thx...u gv me a hapi night~~

cute Stitch... i love it very much....thx Asson... i name him LAN LAN... hug him every night..

My FavOuRiTe .... name: lan lan

look our tongue...hehe~~ I copy my lan lan...

look our face...feel same bo??? hehe~~
i like dis pic...

i copy him again....hehe~~

he shy dy...i kiss him.....muakszzx

surprise~~ never taught dis 4 guys will appear dis..

A surprise from check nam, jing soon, rex, and seong fu....
thx u all...u all really make me a big shock....hahaha~~

A preseNt froM my frEns...

Today I receive A present from my school frens. I 'm surprise with that. They put it in my drawer when i having meeting with the BSMM mebers... Good surprise....thx frens...

special thanks for hanny, peixin,peiteng, seowleng, zhi hui, rex, siong fu, jing soon, mandy, shu san, suet ting, shu ting, quit guat and pek tin....

GUESs iNg...!_!..

will it be a scarf? or a blanklet? or a jacket??
GuesS....It Is A ...... A.....

iT is A.....

A shiRt....hAha... I LIKE DIS TYpE DE~~ THX FRENS...~~

MoRe CLeaR iMG..

smiley..cute~~ i like it...suit my style~~

MemOrY..

A MEmoRY thT I seEn...
Do u aPPreCIAtE iT????

10 A's....Headache...

Recently, spm resultt released. Those people around me, have a great result. This make me stress. I stress, not because i scared and hate the feeling of lose. I stress as i don't want to disappoint my parents. They have been putting a lots of hope on me, since i get i a great result at kinder garden. It also mean, my childhood is in stress. Though, i appreciate what they have done. Thanks mum, dad. Although stress, I suppose i will go through it by myself. I will try my best to not disappoint u all. Bro, thanks for your support. You are the best brother in the world. SPM,Me, Rainie, never scare of YOU. As what Asson say, angel is always by my side.

tired week~

school marching practice has make my hand pain. i reserved myself. i'm out of it. not only marching, i 'm forced to help in pc. damn hate it. cause is the most boring job during school sport's day. lucky i didnt go for marching practice constantly, if not , all my hard work is useless. plus i'm not getting black. thx god. this friday is my malay oral test. i very hate my partner. i do all the work, she do so less. partner with mlay student is a bad job. in future, i sure avoid to part work with MALAY!! they are lazy, and sort of kind of stupid. no system at all. 1 word describe, it is incivilisation! saturday is school sport day, i never enjoy it, cause during a hot day, n we are force to stand in the big field, with no roof! wat a shit work! i believe non of a chinese love dis kind of 'event'. only the malay like it vry much.

appreciating!!

Since u no appreciate me, u don't need say so many rubbish promise! I'm not going to listen , and, I'm trying hard to forget it. One day , U will regret it. U are deleted. I will survive . Forget our pass. BYE FOREVER!

Happy New Year....

I think , this will be my last year celebrate cny at my place. Haha... This year , not a happy year for me.. I wont be smile always, as i'm lost. I'm not the RaiNie that everybody used to know. Anyway, I 'm still a human. I have a wish. It's achieve my spm aim... God, I'm not greedy. Xixi.. Pls give me and help me...Thx ya....

Yesterday, i played flying lantern with my friends. All together 8 person. Each person have 2 wishes. My 1st wish is..... My second wish is..... Haha.... God, have u seen it? I hope u saw it.

Cny is going to end. It means i have to work hard from now to achieve my aim. Next happy day is my birthday. It's my last celebrations at my place too. Haha... U know what am I thinking now? ?? Haha...It's birthday present. Somebody had said he will give me a pair of pet, will it come true? If will, I would name them , 'RAIN' and ' WIND'...Haha... Only he know what it means... Rite??

no matter wat i did..

since i born, i dare to say that i didnt disappoint u all. but , u all never agree with my achievement . n u never appreciate wat i have done. everyday, 24 hour. how much hour for me to rest? almost 8 hour at school, 4 hour tuition, sleep 6 hour, another 6 hour for wat? for rest? study? do housework? the ans is study n do housework. i totally no have rest time. i just for going out with my best fren, skate!! not go robbing!! y dis u also wan snatch away! u all so cruel to me! that's wat i said u all no und me.!!! not!!! i try my best to gv u the best achievement, but wat i get? tension, cruel word from ur mouth. ! i cried , u know? u never know it.! caus u all never care my feeling. all u know is ur 3 son! my hurt, my pain, my problem, u all never get to know it. i have a good skill to clean the wound is bcaus i help myself every time i hurt. to say true, i'm full of this. i'm going to explode. u will know the feel of losing ME!

Future...

This year is my last year in my high school. It's also the year to face the reality. SPM!! So I have to work hard. That day we were chatting about our future career. Some want to be air stewardess, some want to be teacher, some want to get involve in business, some want to continue study and so on. It's hard to decide. Now , i'm quite frustrating about this. I know the career that I want not a easy job, and i know no body will support me. But, I'm trying to work by lone. I know aim high fell bad. but, Rainie is not weak. Just FIGHT!!!! Haha... I want my uniform is white in colour, meeting with patient, meeting new born,... Guess wat is it...xixi....

Flower Boys..

I have just finish watching this korea drama. Very Nice and happy ending. I love it...