sadest day

Nobody know how i felt last year dis day. Since last year december 25th, i no believe santa anymore. i just ask for giving my dog, Orbby , a life to stay at my side, but he didnt appear my wish. last time , I used to waiting the santa, i used to wish. but this year n ever, i wont do dis as i know i wont happen. Orbby, I miss u.. hope no body bully u at heaven. U are always the best in my heart. Love u..